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Monday, March 26, 2018

Nirbhaya I Hate You

Nirbhaya I Hate you

Snoring in our slumber, we were
Enchanted by the idyll of our dreams
And then you came, oh so loud the hollar
That caught us and shook us by the collar

For showing the demons of our minds,
For removing ignorance's comfortable blinds
Nirbhaya i hate you

Succeasfully we hid, the whinings with the shining
And blocked dissent's disruptive dins
Along you came then, and shook our core
All the hypocrisy within, you brought to the fore.

For showing the demons of our minds,
For removing ignorance's comfortable blinds
Nirbhaya i hate you

You brought us pain, you drove us insane
All the rosy pictures we painted,
You took and filled it
With reality's despairing disdain

For showing the demons of our minds,
For removing ignorance's comfortable blinds
Nirbhaya i hate you

No longer do the people get trampled and forget
No longer do the persecuted suffer in silence
You gave them strength to face the fight
You gave them will to face our might
Neither we saw, nor heard nor spoke against any evil
But you yanked our hands, and forced us,
To feel the heat that roasts the common man

Forgive you, we'll not, O Nirbhaya, for you
Forced us to face the monster of our making.
-shivam'da'

Thursday, March 22, 2018

The Invisible Doctor


The Invisible Doctor

He packed his books, he packed his lunch,
he checked his purse, to count the crunch.
He reached the library's table, and started his day
Counting the dragons of the day left to slay.

A Doctor, a healer, they called him,and he'd smirk,
Books, and not patients, held him in a cirque.
Armed with a fancy prefix and a fancy suffix, though,
rendered useless in the face of challenges that lurk.

"So, why are you studying now? Did you fail?"
Questions that broke his self esteem, so frail.
Gathering the remains of his pride, he'd reply,
"The sea beckons. I am merely adjusting my sail."

Daily he'd see updates, of his friends revelling in success
Daily he'd wish his life were a little less of a mess
Daily his determination would evolve
And he'd get the strength to face, the next MCQ to solve.
- Shivam

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Umbilical cord

Umbilical cord- an ode to the unsung

This poem is an ode to the thousands of nameless of labourers, cab drivers, house helps, watchmen, who work thousands of miles away from their home for some money.

Sequestered, stranded in soulless solitude,
Derided till dulled, drudgery forever devalued,
Mind meanders to his mansion's memories,
Sweat soaked shirt swings back to his salaries.

A family he had, back where he lived.
A million dreams, with his wife he'd conceived.
But, curse the Life's cruel bends,
He, now but a labourer to meet his ends.

Each night, when the sweat dried
Each night, when his limbs ceased to ache
Each night when he would remember those he left behind
Each night he would sleep wide awake.

Then he played one day, a song of his land,
Felt his wife and kids gently hold his hand
That night, he slept like a Lord,
curled in peace, around Music's umbilical cord.

-Shivam

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Sunrise

The sun streaked across the sky,
Its rays killed the dark
As arrows do the fearful foe
And signaled the birth of a new dawn.

Yet the world was snoring
In its deep enchanted slumber.

The chirping of birds filled the sky
As the music strummed sweetly
The gentle breeze lifted the blanket of sleep
As the sky cleared for the display of Apollo’s might

Yet the world was snoring
In its deep enchanted slumber.

When will we wake
Up to the new dawn?
Why are we still lost I dreams,
Of glories and conquests long gone?

Wake up! Wake up!
It’s the clarion call of the day
The time of slumber is long gone.
Let’s step out of our shells.

At the herald of the new day
Grab the sun with both hands
And put its fire in our hearts
And show the world our awakening.

-Shivam

Apocalypse now

Amidst the rumors of impending doom
Amidst ever pervading gloom
Waiting for Death to take its final bow,
I wonder, is it really apocalypse now?

Where greed has grown, and avarice abounds,
Where duplicity and fraudulence breeds new grounds,
Seeing the manipulators, and the seeds of chaos they sow,
I wonder, is it really apocalypse now?

Where speech is stifled by strangulating strands
Where a pair of lips is silenced, by many heavy hands
Truth’s spirit wallowing in an all time low,
I wonder, is it really apocalypse now?

Not by earth-shattering quakes, nor by charring fires
Apocalypse is nothing but unrestrained desires.
The day temptation doesn’t make the conscience waver,
It will not be apocalypse now, but apocalypse never.

-Shivam

The Dialogue

The stage was set. And the crowd, set up. Expectedly, it consisted of his sycophants and cronies, and some real people who had come to entertain themselves with the fiction, served with liberal doses of false emotions. For most of the audience, it was a movie-worthy experience, for free. Not for him, though. Not for him, who silently climbed the building opposite the maidaan. He, who slowly opened a case and removed what he needed to. The stage was set. And so was the scope.

Shyam lied down comfortably and adjusted the sniper gun on his shoulders. The scope was focussed on the dias. The speaker, a Union minister known more for his scams than any real work in the office, was about to arrive. The elections were approaching and the customary farce of promises had begun. But this particular farce would stop that day, Shyam thought determinedly. And then, with a slew of cars riding on public money, he reached the maidaan. Shyam’s heart didn’t skip a beat. He was trained for more than this little chore of shooting a target down. And then, he came within the range of his scope. And then, Shyam took aim for his head and pressed the trigger…

“Stop! Right now!” Cold steel pressed on his back and boomed in his ears.

“What the hell…” Shyam muttered as he lowered the sniper, cursing himself for not ensuring proper clearance prior to his mission.

“I said put it down immediately!” Shyam slowly put the gun down and raised his hands.

“You bloody thug!” A punch flew across and was about to hit Shyam’s face when he blocked it, out of reflex.

“I am not a thug. I am an ex-Army man. Like you.”

“What?”

“Yes. I was in the security staff of another minister,” Shyam stated non chalantly.

“Then how dare you plan murder of our own leaders?”

“Because I saw something that shook me to the core. I saw the man I was protecting, doing a deal with some company. “

“So? They are all corrupt, we know it!”

“Yes, we all know it! But this deal would have ensured that the Indian army would receive substandard ammunition and bulletproof vests,” Shyam replied angrily.

“What?” he was clearly shocked. He didn’t expect the representatives of the country to fall so steeply.

“Yes. However, the company man suffered a mysterious accident that day and was never seen,” Shyam smiled wickedly.

“You bloody murderer!” the bodyguard smacked one across Shyam’s face, “You could have easily reported the matter and stopped it by constitutional means! You didn’t have to murder!”

“Constitution? Oh, you mean that book of codes that is being ripped apart daily by these politicians?”

“Yes, I mean that. And merely killing one of the politicians wont make you a guardian. It will make you a traitor.”

“A traitor? For protecting my own country?”

“Yes, a traitor! And I wont have a bloody traitor roaming aout! Not on my watch!” The bodyguard held Shyam by his neck and started dragging him.

“Wait, wait.. Officer, what’s your name?”

“Vishal singh.”

“So Vishal, will you save the skin of the man who wont think twice before selling the soul of our beloved nation?”

“Yes, traitor. I will. Because its my duty. And nothing ranks above my duty for me.”

“Are you crazy? How can you like serving this apology of a man?”

“Yes. Because its my duty,” again a flat, hard response coming from gritted teeth.

“Duty? Who are you working for? The country or this man?” Shyam was genuinely shocked.

“For the country. For the laws of this great nation. And as long as I am alive, I will not allow anyone to break those laws.” The grip around Shyam’s neck tightened a little.

A silence ensued for a moment, punctuated only by the amplified voice of hollow promises being dished out to the by-now-immune gentry, who had only come to clap and receive the free biscuit packets.

“You hear that?” Shyam asked, “That is the voice of the man who will not hesitate for a moment before killing you, and others of your ilk, just to serve his purpose. What difference would it have made if I had made a complaint? I would have been thrown out of the job, and goons set after me and my family. Instead, I left it honorably, collected my pension and shifted my family out of India. Now my actions here will not affect their future. I have ensured it. Tell me, what would your Constitution have given me? Pain? Anger? Humiliation? And this bastard would have walked out of the case, with a fucking clean chit, clean kurta and clean smile. No. Today, he shall not leave this place alive!”

Vishal’s grip loosened. Probably the traitor was right. Yet, he could not abdicate his duty, for which he was paid. That separated him from a barbarian.

“Only one bullet will be fired. Only one sound will be heard. Lets see who is faster,” Vishal said calmly, the calmness being the oil over the storm of his thoughts. Shyam smiled. Very few could match his skill at shooting. Probably Vishal could be one of them. With a nozzle pressed firmly at his temple, Shyam carefully took aim.

Only one sound was heard. And the gathered audience could only gape in horror as the shining white kurta of the orator was stained red, the stain slowly spreading as life ebbed out of him. While countless legitimate cases had failed to stain him, an illegal bullet by a traitor succeeded.

That evening, the news agencies confirmed two highly irregular events

1) A dead man with a sniper gun lay on the top floor of the building opposite to where the minister was standing.

2) The personal bodyguard of the minister, one Mr Vishal Singh had disappeared.

Who, after all killed the minister?

The Saga

THE SAGA

Listen o weary traveller,
listen o joyous revellar,
I tell thee a story,
a story of a man,
whom the world called insane.

Scores of centuries ago he was born,
for him the fate had always been a thorn.
He had a burn on his hand
and people ran away from him, as if he were a fiend.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

He grew and grew in age,
But had no knowledge how to even turn a page
His mother profusely beat her head,
"Oh, why didnt he die the day he was born?", she said.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

One day, he saw a man wielding a sword,
so well that he cut through the thickest cord.
Awed he was, he asked the man to teach,
But greeted he was with a loud screech!

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

Determined, he decided to learn,
for days and days, his hands bore the sword's burn.
All looked at him and smirked
his antics just had them irked.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

Days flowed to months, moths to years,
He soon conquered all his fears.
His sword breathed fire with steel,
He fought and fought till his skin begin to peel.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

One day, not so fine, the peace of the town was shattered,
a wild mob had the towns walls battered
People ran scurried away, cowards they were,
This man stood firm, havinf known no fear.

For he was man,
whom the world called insane.

"Come on you fiends!" he roared
His power quivered event he wild horde.
He stood alone, and fought, till blood dripped from his hands,
he fought like a madman to protect his lands.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

Ah! A sword cut through his back, an arrow pierced his eye
he continued to fight, drenched red.
Last, the horde was reduced to but one man,
The fighter snarled at him, like insane.

For he was a man,
whom the world called insane.

A battle, so fierce, that none had seen
blood and guts were seen, where humans had been
The horde was defeated, by one insane man,
Alas, he staggered to death then.

The people came out of their homes,
and celebrated in the street
They felt so proud of their strengths,
As if killing the horde was their own feat.

They erected a hero-rock for him,
whose wits they called to be dim.
They worshipped the man,
whom they called insane.

So, that was the end of that,
o weary traveller, o joyous reveller,
Thank you for hearing this tale.

-Shivam